It's been a busy day so far. Saying goodbye was not as difficult. In fact, the concern for me was about making sure he had finished up with all the items on his "to do" list so we could be ready when his family comes into town after he returns.

It's getting late in the day and I will be off to the physical therapist soon. By the time I return, I would imagine that it will be time to feed the animals and head for bed and I won't have much time to think about him being gone. I found a great way to deal with him not being in the bed. I sleep sideways and take up both halves of the bed so it doesn't keep me awake knowing he isn't next to me. I know it sounds weird but I guess as they say "whatever gets you through the night".

Oprah was on again last night and I find myself so inspired by her "Master Class" series. There are some really great words of wisdom about life and great ideas about how to pay attention to the "whispers" that guide us through life if we pay attention. So I am trying to focus my week on learning by the "masters". I'm also going to make an effort to find a reason to get myself out of the house and do something different and even fun like plan my daughters baby shower and even possibly work on our vow renewal. Between planning these events and keeping the house going I think I may just be able to mix things up enough that I will focus less on the fact that he is not here and I'll get some stuff done along the way. 

Well, time is getting close for physical therapy so I need to keep it brief today.  I imagine starting tomorrow after the first full day has gone by, I will have much more to talk about and reflect on.

Wishing you happiness and light!

Until Next Time,

Laura D.